In
1794, two little girls disappear in the midst of a horrific event.
The reemergence of one of the girls some eighteen years later brings
happiness to many but will drive a few to acts of
desperation.
The
young woman raised as Elizabeth Bennet for eighteen years is not
whom she believes herself to be. A story of murder, betrayal and
reconciliation.
The
Second Sister
by
Lucrezia
Prologue
May
1794
Kent
James
Fitzwilliam helped his five year old daughter Johanna into his
carriage; behind him, a nurse held the hand of his younger daughter
Elizabeth. When all were settled within, he tapped the roof of the
coach and they began their ride home to Claresfont, the Matlock
estate in Nottinghamshire. He sighed in relief and when he caught a
small smile on the face of Miss Edwin, the girl's nurse, he could
not help but grin at her in return. Any trip to Kent to see his
brother and sister de Bourgh was bound to be trying but this time
his dear wife Maria had not accompanied him. She was indisposed with
a badly sprained ankle, a condition which would have made traveling
exceedingly uncomfortable for her. He had insisted that she remain
at home. It was not serious enough however to warrant his staying
behind with her and so he and his girls had gone on their usual
Easter trip to Rosings. Despite the presence of his amiable brother
Andrew and his family as well his brother and sister Darcy and their
son Fitzwilliam, two weeks of hearing his children corrected and his
niece Anne egregiously praised by his sister Catherine could never
end soon enough.
He
had married later than his younger brother, who now had two fine
sons, Malcolm and Edward. The delay had perhaps made him even
happier when he had met and wed Lady Maria Nesbitt, the twenty year
old daughter of the Duke of Wiltingham. She was a beautiful woman
who had already rejected two gentlemen of high rank when she fell in
love with him more than nine years ago. Not long after their
marriage, his father had passed on and he had come into his
inheritance. He and Maria now had two beautiful daughters and each
day, he looked forward to the years to come.
Despite
the perils of traveling with two small children, Lord Matlock never
had enough of his daughters' company. They got along quite well with
one another despite being of very different temperaments. Now five
years of age, Johanna was all that was sweet and lovely. Elizabeth
was relentlessly curious and something of a tom-boy: she cried only when she was angry, usually when she was prevented from engaging in
some activity that Miss Edwin deemed unsafe for her. While he tried
not to encourage it, he was secretly amused at how frequently
exasperated his sister de Bourgh became with Lizzy during this
visit. He was glad in a way that Maria had not been with them to
hear the ill-tempered Catherine suggest to him that the birthmark
which Elizabeth had on the underside of her right wrist be treated
with a bleaching agent to cause it to fade. His wife likely would
have told his sister that bathing her caustic tongue would be a
better use of the chemicals.
Because
of the distance between Rosings and Claresfont, the Fitzwilliam
party was obliged to spend two nights at lodgings along the way.
When the Earl came out of the inn with his children on the last day
of the trip, his driver informed him that the recently hired
postillion had taken ill with stomach pains during the night and was
too sick to accompany them that morning. Fitzwilliam asked the
driver to make arrangements with the innkeeper for the fellow's
board while he recovered. After this was done, he helped his
daughters into the carriage and they soon departed.
The
Fitzwilliam carriage was ten miles from home when the road entered a
wooded area. Before long, the driver shouted to one of the footmen,
who leaned over to the carriage window to tell the Earl that a coach
was stopped ahead of them in the road, leaving little room to pass.
He directed the driver to stop in order to see if anyone was in need
of assistance. The footman who investigated hurried back to tell him
that there was a woman in the carriage who appeared to be
unconscious. Lord Matlock quickly disembarked and had started
walking up the road when a movement to his right caught his
attention. He was a bit confused when he realized that his ailing
postillion had just walked out of the trees and now stood in front
of him. That was to be the Earl's last thought. He noticed too late
that the man was pointing a pistol directly at him.
James
Fitzwilliam's life force had just left his body when a man walked
out of the shadows of the trees and gazed at the carnage he had
ordered. He stood looking down at the Earl of Matlock as a feeling
of satisfaction infused his entire being. He was about to push the
body further into the dirt when a rustle caught his attention. The
man turned and saw a female victim staring at him as if to memorize
every aspect of his face. He paid it no mind: she would soon take
whatever she saw with her to the grave.
When
her husband and children failed to return to Claresfont on the
appointed day, the Countess of Matlock sent out men in search of the
carriage. When they finally came upon it, they found the body of the
Earl along with those of the children's nurse, the drivers, the two
footmen and the guard. Only one driver was still alive although he
was unconscious. There was no sight of the two girls. When the
surviver briefly regained consciousness the following day, he told
them of the stranded coach and how they had been overcome by a large
group of armed men. He had no idea of what had happened to the
children although he recalled seeing a woman climb down from the
other carriage shortly before he passed out. Unfortunately the man
became increasingly insensible and a few days later, he succumbed to
a blood infection. Right before he died, he regained a semblance of
consciousness, only to mutter a few words that meant nothing to the
Fitzwilliams. The significance of his dying declaration, if any,
died with him.
With
the death of his brother, Andrew Fitzwilliam became the Sixth Earl
of Matlock and he and his family took up residence at Claresfont. He
made every effort to assist his brother's widow in the search for
her children. However, after two years without any results and
despite the urgings of the now Earl to remain in Nottinghamshire,
Maria Nesbitt Fitzwilliam decided to return to her ancestral home.
The memories of her two little girls would never leave her but at
least at Fairview, she would not have the pain of seeing them in her
mind's eye in every room that she entered.
Chapter
1
1812
London
Fitzwilliam
Darcy looked up and smiled as his sister Georgiana entered the
breakfast room. “Good morning, my dear,” he said. “It
looks like it will be a beautiful day. Would you care to ride to the
park with me later this morning?”
Georgiana
Darcy took her seat at the table and nodded her thanks to the
servant who had just poured her a cup of coffee.
“Ordinarily
I would, William. However Mrs. Annesley and I am to call on Sarah
this morning. She is just arrived in town.”
“Ah,
that explains your cheerful mood.” Darcy knew that his sister
and her friend from school were thick as thieves. She had missed her
constant company in the year since he had removed her from school at
the age of fifteen. The two corresponded constantly and looked
forward to spending whatever time they could with each other, during
their families' visits to town. “How is Lady Sarah faring
now?” he asked.
“She
is well. Her parents have hired a companion for her now that she has
left Blanding's. I imagine that I will meet her today.”
Darcy
nodded but did not reply. As the sole guardian of his sister since
the death of their father nearly seven years ago, he had hired a
respectable widow to be her companion when he had withdrawn her from
school. Although he spent as much time with her as possible, his
concern was that she needed the company of a mature woman in
addition to that of a brother more than ten years her senior. In the
case of Lady Sarah Parker, her parents, the Earl and Countess of
Millwood, had thrust her into the care of a series of strangers as
they indulged their self-interests. But despite the seeming lack of
parental involvement, she had turned out to be a clever and
disarming girl whom he welcomed as a friend to Georgiana.
Georgiana
ate her breakfast quickly then returned to her chambers to prepare
for her outing. A half hour later she was in the entrance hall of
Darcy House awaiting the presence of Mrs. Annesley. Her companion
was well aware of how eager her young charge was to seeing her
friend and did not keep her waiting very long. They were soon in a
carriage for the short ride from St. James Square to the Millwood
House in Belgrave Square.
Lady
Sarah Parker was anxiously waiting for her guests in the drawing
room of her family's townhouse. Her parents were not in London,
having gone on a tour to visit properties owned by the Earl in
Ireland. She was accompanied by a woman some five years older than
herself who had recently started working as a governess of sorts for
her. Sarah already liked her a great deal for she had a lively sense
of humor and a great deal of energy.
When
the butler announced the arrival of Miss Georgiana Darcy and Mrs.
Annesley, Lady Sarah rushed over to her friend and embraced her. “Oh
Georgiana, it is so good to see you!” she exclaimed.
“And
you as well, Sarah! I woke up early this morning because I was so
pleased to be seeing you today.”
The
companions watched the two young ladies with amusement waiting to be
introduced to one another. Lady Sarah soon remembered her manners.
“Miss
Bennet, may I present to you my very best friend, Miss Georgiana
Darcy and her companion, Mrs. Annesley. Mrs. Annesley, Georgiana,
this is Miss Elizabeth Bennet.”
The
ladies took their seats and spent an hour in conversation. Then Lady
Sarah suggested that they take advantage of the fine weather and
walk to nearby Hyde Park. They soon set off, escorted by a foot
servant. When they arrived, they headed towards the Serpentine River
with the two girls waking together a short distance in front of
their companions.
Mrs.
Annesley was a genial woman who soon started a conversation. “I
understand that you have just joined the Parker household, Miss
Bennet,” she said.
“Yes,
Mrs. Annesley. I have been here about a month now. I was retained by
the Countess shortly before they departed for Ireland,”
Elizabeth replied.
“Are
you from London originally?”
“No,
although I have visited it from time to time in the past. I lived in
Hertfordshire before taking this position.”
The
older woman had noticed that Elizabeth was wearing a lavender print
dress with black piping suitable for late mourning but made no
effort to pry into her personal matters.
“How
long have you been with Miss Darcy, Mrs. Annesley?” Elizabeth
asked after some minutes had passed.
“About
a year now. Her brother took her out of Blanding's School for Young
Ladies some eighteen months ago. I was offered the position after
her original companion left.”
“Her
brother? May I ask why he is in charge of her affairs?”
“Both
of their parents are deceased. I believe that their mother passed
away when Miss Darcy was little more than an infant. Their father
died some five years ago, leaving his son and another relative as
her guardians.”
“How
old is the brother?” Elizabeth asked.
“He
is at least eight and twenty, I believe. Miss Darcy is now sixteen
years of age.”
“That
is quite a responsibility for a young man to be handed,”
Elizabeth observed. “Do they get on well with each other?”
“Yes,
indeed. They are quite devoted to each other. Mr. Darcy has a large
estate in Derbyshire to manage as well. Fortunately, he is a capable
young man who takes his responsibilities seriously.”
Mrs.
Annesley was not a gossip by nature, but for some reason she felt
secure in speaking about her employer in the present company. “You
will no doubt soon meet him,” she continued. “Lady Sarah
Parker and Miss Darcy are almost inseparable when they are in town
at the same time. It is unfortunate that her family seat is in
Cornwall. It is a great distance to travel to there from Pemberley.”
“Pemberley?”
Elizabeth had the oddest notion that she had heard that name before
but she knew not where.
“Pemberley
is the Darcy estate in Derbyshire.”
Elizabeth
nodded but made no response. Seeing that the girls had reached the
river, with a smile to Mrs. Annesley, she increased her pace and
soon was standing by their side admiring the ducks lazily swimming
near its banks.
“Oh,
Miss Bennet, are they not lovely?” Lady Sarah exclaimed. “Do
you know what type of duck they are?”
Elizabeth
had asked her to address her by her Christian name but she still
forgot to do so often enough. She looked closely at the birds and
thought back to a naturalist's guide which she once could read in
the library at Longbourn.
“I
believe that these are teal ducks, Lady Sarah.”
“How
odd,” Georgiana said. “They are called teal and yet
their heads are mostly brown.”
“Indeed,
Miss Darcy,” Elizabeth replied. “And yet, that is their
name.”
“How
do you know about birds, Miss Bennet?” Georgiana asked.
“My
step-father had a guide to England's fauna in his library. It
included color illustrations of many of the creatures. I spent many
a happy hour looking at it.”
After
watching the ducks for a few more minutes, the ladies began to
walk along the bank of the river. In a little while, their calm was
interrupted by a shrill voice calling in their direction.
“Miss
Darcy, what a pleasant surprise to find you in the park today!”
A
young woman dressed in an expensive fashion was making her way
in their direction. When she caught up to them, she greeted Georgiana
enthusiastically and waited to be introduced to the two ladies whom
she did not know. She greeted Lady Sarah cordially but upon learning
that Miss Bennet was her companion, she only spared the briefest of
nods to her. As she continued to express her joy at having
discovered her dear friend, Elizabeth drifted back to stand besides
Mrs. Annesley.
“Pay
no attention to her, Miss Bennet,” Mrs. Annesley murmured to
her. “Miss Bingley is not as good a friend to Miss Darcy as
she would have the world believe.”
“Who
is she?” Elizabeth asked quietly.
“She
is the sister of Mr. Darcy's very good friend, Charles Bingley. I
believe that her interest in Miss Darcy derives solely from her
plans for my young lady's brother, plans that I am certain he does
not at all reciprocate.”
Fortunately,
Miss Bingley was due at a tea that day and after extracting a
promise from Georgiana to send her warmest greetings to Mr. Darcy,
she took her leave without a second look at the two older ladies.
Thus they were able to continue on their walk.
“I
really cannot stand her,” Georgiana murmured to Sarah. “I
hate her rudeness.”
Lady
Sarah agreed with her friend. She had not appreciated Miss Bingley's
slight of her already dear Miss Bennet.
“Why
does your brother put up with her?” Sarah whispered.
“For
Charles, I suppose. Although I must confess that in my darkest hours
I worry that William will fall prey to her.”
Before
Sarah could reply, to their mutual delight they saw a rider coming
towards them who was none other than Mr. Darcy himself. When he
reached his sister, he dismounted and bowed to her and and her
friend.
“Georgiana.
Lady Sarah. It is good to see you again.”
Lady
Sarah curtsied and blushed a little, as she always did when meeting
Georgiana's handsome brother. She was about to say something that
she would likely later find silly when she noticed him staring at
her companion, and quickly made the introductions.
“Mr.
Darcy, may I introduce Miss Elizabeth Bennet. Miss Bennet, this is
Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy, Georgiana's brother.”
“Miss
Bennet.” Darcy noticed that the young woman wore the ghost of
an impertinent smile. She was looking at him curiously. “I
hope that these two young ladies have not taxed your patience too
much today.”
“Not
at all, Mr. Darcy,” Elizabeth replied. “They are quite
delightful.” To herself, she wondered whether she had ever
seen Mr. Darcy before that day. He looked somehow familiar to her
but it seemed unlikely that they would have ever met. Perhaps I passed by him one evening at the theater although he no doubt would
have had far better seats than mine.
Darcy
was struck by an idea. “Georgiana, perhaps Lady Sarah and Miss
Bennet would enjoy having dinner with us this evening?”
Georgiana
and her friend found that very agreeable and after setting a time,
her brother bid them farewell and moved to re-mount his horse. Just
at that moment, Elizabeth dropped the small reticule that she was
carrying. Noticing the mishap, Darcy went to retrieve it for her
just as she bent down and stretched out her right arm to do so
herself. The motion caused the sleeve of her dress to ride up,
revealing the flesh of her wrist. Darcy found himself staring at it.
The delicacy of her wrist (for it was delicate indeed) did not catch
his attention but rather, the presence of an unusual birthmark did.
It was in the shape of a bird in flight. He was certain that he had
seen it before.
Elizabeth
picked up the purse herself and then glanced at Mr. Darcy, who now
wore a strange look on his face. He suddenly realized that he was
staring at her and got hold of himself. He nodded to her then
climbed onto his horse and quickly rode away. The young woman
laughed to herself and then soon forgot what had happened.
Chapter
2
Darcy's
thoughts were considerably more agitated than Elizabeth's. He was
sure of what he had seen but knew that time and memory could be
playing a trick on him. He considered whether to share this sudden
news with his aunt and uncle but then rejected that as too rash. The
young woman would be at dinner this evening and he needed to find
out more about her before he took matters any further.
Reaching
the townhouse, he handed the reins of his horse to a groom and
entered through the rear door. He stopped briefly at the
housekeeper's office to tell Mrs. Smith that there would be guests
for dinner and then went to his study. There he penned a quick note
and summoned a footman to have it immediately delivered. He also
left word to have his sister see him as soon as she returned home
and then turned to some letters of business that required his
perusal.
About
an hour later, Georgiana knocked and the door to his study and
entered. “William,” she said, “Gates
said that you wished to see me?”
“Yes,
my dear. But first, did you have a pleasant day with Sarah?”
“Of
course I did! The only blemish on the day was running into Caroline
Bingley in the park, not long before we met you.”
“Georgiana.”
Her brother quietly admonished her. He knew that she disliked Miss
Bingley. He shared all of her reservations about the woman and had
more of his own, but he did not want her to behave in a
disrespectful way towards his friend's sister.
“I
am sorry, William,” she grumbled. “But she was
insufferably rude to Miss Bennet as soon as she learned that she was
Sarah's companion. Sarah was quite put out. However before you ask,
I do not believe that we gave her any indication of our
displeasure.”
Darcy
shook his head at his sister and smiled. “Actually, Miss
Bennet is the reason that I wanted to speak to you. There was
something quite familiar about her, and I wondered what you learned
of her today. Do you know how old she is and where she is from?”
Georgiana
thought back to her conversations with her friend.
“Sarah
said that she is twenty-one. She believes that Miss Bennet took this
position because her father passed away last year and she needed
employment to support herself although she does not really know all
of the details.”
“Where
is she from?”
“Hertfordshire.
Her father had an estate there.”
After
a few seconds, Georgiana corrected herself. “Actually, he was
her stepfather, not her father. She referred to him in that way and
I later asked Sarah about it. Apparently she was adopted by he and
his wife although they also had several children of their own.”
This
last piece of information caught Darcy's attention but he said
nothing to his sister. He thanked her for coming to see him and she
withdrew to get ready for dinner. He looked at his watch. He had
invited his cousin Edward Fitzwilliam to join them and asked that he
arrive early because he needed to speak to him on a matter of
importance. In consideration of that, he returned his correspondence
to a drawer in his desk then went upstairs to change into his
evening clothes.
Colonel
Edward Fitzwilliam was the second son of the Earl of Matlock. He was
a colonel in His Majesty's army, assistant to General _____ in the
Ministry of Defense and a few years older than his cousin. While not
a handsome man, in person and address he was the consummate
gentleman. He arrived at Darcy House at the requested time,
interested to hear what his cousin had to say given that the note
that he had received made reference to “a potentially
startling development in a family matter”.
Finding
that his cousin was still upstairs, he told Mr. Gates that he would
wait for him in the study. Darcy appeared ten minutes later and
accepted the glass of wine offered to him. Once he was seated and
had taken a few sips of the drink, he quickly assuaged the other
man's curiosity. “Edward,” he began. “At the risk
of having you think that I have gone completely barmy, I encountered
a young woman today who just may be Elizabeth Fitzwilliam. She
recently started working as a companion to Georgiana's friend Lady
Sarah Parker. My sister visited with her today and I happened to
encounter them when I went riding in the park. She has the
birthmark, Edward, on her right wrist. It is exactly as I remember
it.”
The
Colonel knew that his cousin was never prone to flights of fancy.
“What else do you know of her, William?'' he asked.
“Not
very much but what I have learned of her gives me no reason to doubt
my suspicion. Her Christian name is Elizabeth and she is twenty-one
years of age. She apparently went into service as a companion after
the death of her stepfather, who had an estate in Hertfordshire.”
“I
assume that you mentioned nothing of this to her or to anyone else?”
“Of
course not. I do not think that she realized that I saw the
birthmark. However, I did invite Lady Sarah and Miss Bennet to dine
with us tonight. They should arrive shortly. I asked you to attend
so you could meet her, to see what you thought. Hopefully you can
get a look at the birthmark”
“William,
I cannot really ask her to let me inspect her wrist!” Edward
protested.
“The
ladies will remove their gloves during dinner. You will be seated to
her left. It should afford you some opportunities to observe her.”
The
Colonel sighed. He hoped that the woman would not think him a lecher
but he would do as his cousin asked.
~.~
When
Lady Sarah and Elizabeth arrived, they were escorted into the
drawing room where they found Georgiana and her brother, Mrs.
Annesley and a man in an army uniform, who was quickly introduced as
Colonel Edward Fitzwilliam. While Lady Sarah was greeting her
friend's cousin, Elizabeth was experiencing another sensation of
something familiar lying just beyond her grasp.
“Miss
Bennet?” Elizabeth suddenly realized that the Colonel had been
speaking to her but she had not heard him. She murmured a vague
response and then took a seat next to Mrs. Annesley. She had to
remind herself that she was not a true guest in this household, no
matter how kindly she was received. It was a role that came
naturally to her after her years in the Bennet household.
The
group made conversation for a quarter hour. When dinner was
announced, Darcy escorted his sister and Lady Sarah into the small
dining parlor while the Colonel offered his services to the other
two women. Elizabeth found herself seated to Darcy's left with his
cousin seated on the other side of her. The two young ladies sat
opposite to them while Mrs. Annesley sat at the other end of the
table.
Georgiana
and Sarah were so eager to speak with one another that the adults
let them chatter away, occasionally adding a bemused comment. By the
time that the servants were settling the second course at the table,
they had managed to cover a wide range of interests and finally
remembered the rest of the company.
“Are
your parents in town, sir?” Lady Sarah asked the Colonel.
“No
Lady Sarah, although I expect them this week. The Earl needed to
return to Claresfont on some matter and my mother decided to
accompany him,” he replied.
Darcy
happened to look at Elizabeth when the Colonel was speaking. She
stopped lifting her glass of water when he mentioned the Fitzwilliam
estate. “Claresfont,” she said under her breath to no
one in particular.
“Claresfont
is the Fitzwilliam estate in Nottinghamshire, Miss Bennet,”
Darcy said to her. “Edward's father is the Earl of Matlock. My
late mother was his sister.”
Fitzwilliam
picked up the conversation at this point. “Have you heard of
Claresfont, Miss Bennet? It is near Catisford.”
“Catisford,”
Elizabeth repeated to herself. Then she suddenly blurted out, “cat's
fur.”
“Cat's
fur, Miss Bennet? What does that mean?” asked Lady Sarah.
Elizabeth smiled weakly at the girl and just shook her head. She did
not see the look that passed between Darcy and Fitzwilliam.
When
the meal was over, the men asked the ladies to excuse them and
retreated to Darcy's study. Before speaking, Darcy poured glasses of
port for himself and his cousin. He offered him a silent toast and
then took a seat.
They
sat silently for some time and then Colonel Fitzwilliam finally
spoke. “Cat's fur, William. That is what little Lizzy called
Catisford.”
“I
remember, Edward.” Darcy had been almost twelve years of age
when James Fitzwilliam was killed; his cousin had been fourteen.
Edward and his older brother Malcolm had both spent considerable
time at Claresfont as children. It was not far from the estate where
they had grown up, one provided to their family by their paternal
grandmother. Having no sisters of their own, they were very fond of
their two little cousins, especially the scrappy Lizzy. Edward's
memories of those days were crystal clear in his mind.
“Were
you able to get a look at the birthmark?” Darcy asked.
“Not
for very long, but from what I could see, it is in the same location
and of a similar shape.”
“What
do you think that we should do now?”
“We
need to speak to someone else about this. I believe it should be my
mother.”
Chapter
3
Susan
Fitzwilliam, the Countess of Matlock, looked at the note which had
just been delivered to her bed chamber. She had arisen early despite
their late arrival from Nottinghamshire on the night before but had
not yet commenced her morning toilette. To her surprise, her
youngest son and her nephew Darcy were already in the house and were
asking to see her as soon as possible. She rang for her maid to help
her make herself presentable and then told the servant who had
delivered the message to have the two men shown to her small sun
room.
When
she entered the room twenty-five minutes later, both men stood and
bowed and her son walked over and kissed her on her cheek.
“Good
morning, mother,” Edward said.
“Good
morning, Edward. William. Now tell me what this matter of urgency is
that has brought you here so early.”
The
young men looked at each other and the Colonel nodded to his cousin.
“Lady
Susan, we have made a most remarkable discovery this past week ,”
Darcy said. “I am not yet absolutely certain, but I believe
that there is a strong chance that we have found cousin Lizzy.”
“Lizzy?
You have found Lizzy Fitzwilliam?” The Countess gave a small
cry and sank down onto a sofa. Susan Fitzwilliam and Maria Nesbitt
Fitzwilliam had become good friends during the years of the Maria's
marriage. Her heart had broken for her friend when her husband was
murdered and even more so when her two girls disappeared without any
trace.
However,
in the sixteen years that had passed since Maria left Claresfont
they had drifted apart, largely due to Maria's remarriage. Three
years after Maria Fitzwilliam returned to her father's house, she
married one of the suitors who had originally been vying for her
hand along with James Fitzwilliam. She was now Maria Nesbitt
Fitzwilliam Farrington, the Duchess of Montesford. Other than the
occasional attendance at the same social function, she had no
particular contact with her.
Regaining
her composure, she asked for the particulars of what had happened. A
wistful expression came over her face when she heard that young
woman had called Catisford, “cat's fur.” Even at three,
Elizabeth Fitzwilliam gave every sign of being very bright; her
continued mispronunciation of the name was intentional rather than a
child's mistake. Her father delighted in encouraging her whimsy. She
was also reminded that the little girl called her nephew
Fish-William because she did not understand why her cousin's
first name was the same as her family name. She wondered if Darcy
remembered that.
“I
take it that you said nothing of this to anyone else?” she
asked.
“No,
my Lady,” Darcy replied. “We obviously could not speak
of it to her. I have not spoken to my sister of the sad event in a
long time and did not feel that I should revisit it just yet. I did
however make some subtle inquiries about her with Georgiana and then with
Mrs. Annesley yesterday after dinner. While Edward and myself were in my study, Miss Bennet had spoken quite candidly to them about her history. Apparently she was placed
with these Bennets in Hertfordshire when their oldest was just a
baby. They subsequently had two more daughters of their own. She
knows that they are not her parents.
“Her
stepfather as she calls him died almost a year ago; she is wearing
clothing suitable for the end of the morning period. The man's
estate was entailed to a distant relative. Not long before this man
died, they tried to force Miss Bennet to marry the cousin to
preserve a connection to the estate but she refused. Her
stepmother's anger drove her from their household and she moved to
the London home of relations of the family. From there she looked
for a suitable position once the first mourning was over and was
eventually retained by the Parkers.”
“So
if this is actually her, Johanna was not given to the same family,”
observed the Countess.
“It
appears not, my Lady.”
The
Countess considered the matter for several minutes. It was
imperative that she meet this young woman as soon as possible. She
also needed the circumstances to be as private as possible for
reasons that she did not feel the need to disclose. She soon set
upon a plan.
“William,
I am going to send both Georgiana and Lady Sarah an invitation to
take tea with me on tomorrow or the next day. There is nothing
unusual about that. Her friend has visited here with my niece on
some two or three occasions in the past. I will make it clear that
their companions are invited as well. Your sister will not be
surprised by that since she knows that I hold Mrs. Annesley in some
esteem.”
Both
men were relieved by her suggestion and Darcy offered to deliver the
invitation to his sister directly if Lady Susan was disposed to
write it before they departed. After she prepared her note, Darcy
and the Colonel took their leave. The Countess then considered
whether there was anything else that she needed to do before meeting
the young woman. She decided to have the butler determine whether
the Duke and Duchess of Montesford were still in London. After
sending a note to that effect down to him, she returned to her rooms
to finish preparing for the day.
~.~
The
next day, the Parker carriage traveled to the Matlock townhouse,
bringing Elizabeth and Lady Sarah there for tea. Before long, they
were at the door to the house. The butler showed them upstairs to an
elegantly decorated sitting room: they were the first of the guests
to arrive. To Elizabeth's surprise, Lady Matlock soon appeared and
greeted both she and Sarah warmly. She asked them to make themselves
comfortable and then left the room.
The
Countess had no illusions that a woman of one and twenty would bear
an unmistakable resemblance to the child that she had been at three.
She had however been unable to wait for a look at her. Miss Bennet
turned out to be a very pretty young woman with the same dark hair
and nearly black eyes with which Elizabeth Fitzwilliam had been
blessed. Satisfied with this initial impression, she went back to
her rooms to await the appearance of her niece.
After
Georgiana and Mrs. Annesley arrived, the five ladies spent a
pleasant hour over tea and cakes. Lady Matlock was pleased to learn
that Miss Bennet was a well-read and witty young woman who despite
her apparent efforts to act otherwise, gave her opinions rather
decidedly. When they had finished their refreshments, she suggested
to Georgiana that she lead the guests to the music room, to inspect
a piano-forte which had recently been purchased. Elizabeth was the
last to leave the room and the Countess took advantage of that to
detain her for a conversation.
“Miss
Bennet, may I have a word with you?”
“Of
course, Lady Matlock.” Elizabeth was somewhat surprised that
the Countess has addressed her thus and was immediately curious to
learn what she wanted of her.
“If
it is not too disagreeable, perhaps you would be kind enough to
accompany me to my chambers?”
Though puzzled, the
younger woman agreed and before long, found herself seated along
side of the Countess on a small sofa in her upstairs private sitting
room.
“Miss
Bennet, this will no doubt seem strange to you, but I must be
permitted to ask you a few questions. I will explain all in due
time.”
In
response to her nod, the Countess reached over and gently took her
right hand in hers. She turned it over and for a full thirty
seconds, examined the birthmark which appeared there causing
Elizabeth to flush under the scrutiny.
“Tell
me, Miss Bennet. What does cat's
fur
mean to you?”
Elizabeth
frowned. “I do not know what it means, my Lady, beyond the
usual definition. When I dined at Mr. Darcy's home one day last
week, those words came to mind when I was listening to your son
speak of your estate. I somehow blurted them out, which I gather
resulted in a report to you.”
“What
about Pemberley?”
“Pemberley?
Is that not Mr. Darcy's estate?”
“Yes,
it is Fitzwilliam's home. Fitzwilliam is Darcy's Christian name although we generally
call him William.”
Elizabeth
did not respond, for fear of sounding daft. The phrase Fish-William
of Pempemlee had suddenly popped into her head.
“Does
the name Johanna mean anything to you?” the Countess
continued.
“Johanna,”
Elizabeth repeated. “I am not sure. Johaha..” She looked
at the Countess and saw that she was staring at her. Finally
overwhelmed by the cryptic questions, she forgot her manners.
“Lady
Matlock, you must tell me what the purpose is of this inquisition! I
do not understand what this is all about!”
“I
will tell you whatever you wish to know, my dear, if you will be
good enough to answer one more question for me. You have another
birthmark, I suspect. Will you tell me what it looks like and where
it is?”
“How
do you know of this? What concern of yours is this?” Elizabeth
demanded.
“Please
humor me, my dear. Where is your other birthmark?”
With
no little embarrassment, Elizabeth pointed to the area several
inches below her navel. “My other birthmark is here, my Lady.
It is in the shape of a circle.”
To
her shock, the Countess of Matlock was now openly weeping. Before
Elizabeth could utter another word, the older woman folded her in an
embrace. “Welcome back, my dear,” she said. “Welcome
home.”
Chapter
4
When
the Countess finally released her, Elizabeth was no less confused
than she had been when she entered the room. She sat upright and
looked at the other woman.
“I
do not understand you. Please tell me what you mean.”
Susan
Fitzwilliam smiled. She had long given up on the notion that she
would ever see her nieces again and was beside herself with joy.
“My
dear,” she began. “Your true name is Elizabeth Anne
Nesbitt Fitzwilliam. You are the daughter of the late James
Fitzwilliam, the fifth Earl of Matlock and the granddaughter on your
mother's side of the seventh Duke of Wiltingham. In 1794, when you
were not yet four years of age, you, your father and your older
sister Johanna were returning to your home at Claresfont after a
visit with relations in Kent. Not far from home, your carriage was
attacked by armed men. Your father as well as the servants in the
party were killed. You and your sister vanished.
“My
husband Andrew and your mother Maria made every inquiry possible to
them, but no hint of your whereabouts was ever discovered. We all
thought that you were lost to us forever.
“My
nephew William noticed the distinctive birthmark on your wrist when
he first met you. He confided his suspicions to my son Edward and in
turn, the two of them approached me when I returned to London. After
hearing their story, I resolved to meet you as soon as possible to
judge for myself whether you could possibly be Maria's daughter. I
am now convinced that is exactly who you are.”
Elizabeth
was dumbstruck. She opened her mouth as if to speak but no words
came out. She could do nothing but stare at the Countess as her mind
wandered to the events of her life. She had never known from where
she had come. The story told by the Bennets was very vague. They
sometimes spoke of her being the child of a deceased relation who
was never named. When she had grown up, she had first assumed that
the description was a euphemism for her being born out of wedlock,
since no one of course would speak of that directly to her.
The
months that she had lived with the Gardiners however had left her
uncertain as to whether there was any truth to that. They had always
treated her as part of their family and despite Edward Gardiner
being the brother of her stepmother, were genteel and educated
people. They would never do anything to harm her, but one evening
when they likely thought that she had already gone to bed, she heard
them speaking to each other in the kitchen, as she walked down the
back stairs with the same destination in mind.
“Lizzy
is such a delight,” her aunt Gardiner had observed. “Whomever
her parents were, I believe that they would have been very proud of
her.”
Whomever
her parents were...That phrase had stayed in Elizabeth's head.
It certainly did not sound as if they knew that she was the child of
one of her stepfather's distant relatives. Part of her wanted to
confront them but she never could not bring herself to do so.
And
now this startling claim. She looked at the Countess of Matlock who
was watching her closely, and whispered, “Can this be true?
Can this really be true?”
Susan
Fitzwilliam suddenly realized that in her delight of the discovery,
that she had forgotten how shocking this would all be to the young
woman. She reached out and took her hand again. “I am sorry,
Elizabeth, for getting so carried away. I have no doubt frightened
you a bit. All will be well my dear. I will see to it.”
“And
so I have a sister?” Elizabeth asked shyly. “I would
like to have a real sister. I grew up with three girls but we never
had a very strong bond between us. Did Johanna and I like each
other?”
“Oh,
very much so! You were not in the least similar but you were very
devoted to each other.”
Elizabeth
thought further, trying to put the various people whom she had met
in context. “The Colonel is my cousin, then?” she asked.
“Yes,
he is my youngest son. Your other cousin is my oldest, Malcolm. And
of course, William and Georgiana are your first cousins as well.”
“Oh,
I did not realize that. How am I related to them?”
“Their
mother was my husband's sister Anne. She died many years ago, not
long after the birth of her daughter. Sadly, Robert
Darcy himself died some 6 years ago as well. His will made
Fitzwilliam and my son Edward, her guardians.”
“Fishwilliam,”
Elizabeth said so softly that she did not think that the older woman
would hear her. She blushed when the older woman started to laugh.
“Ah,
you remembered that. Do you have any idea why you called him that?”
Elizabeth
shook her head.
“When
you were three years old or so, you realized that William's
Christian name was the same as your surname. You announced one day
to your assembled family that it was silly for him to not have a
name of his own, and from that day hence, he would be called
Fishwilliam.”
“Poor
Mr. Darcy! I daresay that he did not like that.”
“Actually,
the boys all found you to be adorable, so he did not mind it so very
much. And when Malcolm briefly teased him about it, William and
Edward pushed him into a pond on Pemberley's grounds. He was told
that if he persisted, he would wish his name was Fishwilliam,
because he would be spending much time in the water. They are all
good friends now, but when they were children, the younger two often
allied themselves against Malcolm as the oldest.”
Elizabeth
suddenly realized something. “Lady Matlock, was my mother not
traveling with us?” she asked.
“No,
my dear. She had sprained her ankle prior to the trip and your
father insisted that she remain at Claresfont rather than accompany
him.”
“Do
you mean to say..?”
“Yes,
Elizabeth. Your mother is still alive. She is the present Duchess of
Montesford and is in town even as we speak.”
Chapter
5
Elizabeth
was now thoroughly overcome. Barely a year ago, she was mourning the
loss of her stepfather, who had always been kind to her, if a little
capricious in his attentions. Despite this, she had often felt that
she was alone in the world. To now learn that she not only had an
aunt, an uncle and cousins, but also had a sister and a mother, was
beyond any expectations she had formed of her future happiness. Her
mother still alive! The person who would have loved her without
reserve. It was all too much for her and she started to weep
profusely.
Lady
Susan rang for a servant and asked that one of the guest chambers
kept at ready on the family floor of the house be quickly prepared,
and that tea and brandy be sent up to the room. A few minutes later,
she helped Elizabeth stand up and led her down the hall. When the
servant arrived with a tray, she dismissed her and poured the tea
herself adding a generous amount of brandy to Elizabeth's cup.
“Here,
my dear. This will help you calm yourself. I think you should rest
for awhile. I have some things to do and then will look in on you.”
Seeing that the young woman was still crying, she removed a
handkerchief from the pocket of her dress and gently wiped her eyes.
When Elizabeth had finished drinking her tea, she helped her to the
bed and saw her settled. Then she left the room.
The
Countess returned to her sitting room and asked a servant to send
for Grant, their butler. When he
arrived, she inquired as to the whereabouts of her husband and was
pleased to learn that he had just returned and was downstairs in the
music room with her niece and her guests. She looked at the time and
then asked him to wait while she wrote a note to her nephew Darcy,
inviting him to dinner for as she wrote, there was something to
discuss. Considering the matter further, she decided that
neither Georgiana nor her friend should participate in the
discussion until the family understood more of what had happened to
Elizabeth. She indicated to Darcy that she would send Lady Sarah
home with his sister and that she should spend the night there,
since it was uncertain as to when Miss Bennet would return, “as
she has become somewhat indisposed.” Satisfied with her
message, she entrusted it to the butler and then went in search of
her husband.
Andrew
Fitzwilliam, the Sixth Earl of Matlock was a congenial man whose
pleasant manners sometimes belied his quick mind. As the second son
in his family, he had never expected to ascend to the Peerage and
when misfortune caused him to do so, he had felt no need to adopt
any demeanor that was not his own. Thus his wife found him
entertaining her guests with a story about slipping off of his horse
while riding in a sheep meadow during their recent trip to
Claresfont. Lady Susan smiled to herself: she had already heard him
tell the amusing tale involving some inquisitive sheep to both Mr.
Grant as well as their housekeeper. She waited for his audience to
respond with laughter and then entered the room.
Lord
Matlock stood up and quickly walked to his wife in order to take and
kiss her hand. She knew that he was in part catering to the romantic
sensibilities of the young ladies but she appreciated it
nonetheless.
“My
Lady,” her husband said. “I have just been telling our
guests about the sheep affair.”
“Oh,
it is quite a funny story, my Lady!” Sarah exclaimed, to which
Georgiana added her agreement.
“Indeed
it is. I have heard however and from a reliable source, that the
sheep's version is even more amusing,” Lady Susan replied,
with a fond glance at her husband.
Just
then, Georgiana realized that Elizabeth had not entered the room
with her aunt. “Lady Susan, where is Miss Bennet? We were led
to believe that she was with you,” she said.
“I
came to tell you of Miss Bennet. She has become somewhat indisposed
while she and I were speaking. She is resting in a guest room
upstairs.”
“Oh,
I hope that it is not serious. I must go to her,” Sarah said
and made to stand up.
“I
think that it would be better to let her rest for a few hours,”
Lady Susan replied. “While it is nothing serious, I believe
that some sleep is what she needs right now. I do not believe that a
carriage ride would be at comfortable for her right now. In fact,
she should probably stay here with us overnight. Georgiana, perhaps
Lady Sarah can spend the night with you and Mrs. Annesley. I would
prefer that she not stay alone in her house tonight.”
Although
Sarah would rather have had Elizabeth return home with her if she
was not feeling well, she deferred to the older woman's judgment.
Not long afterwards, the three guests departed, with the Countess
promising to send an update to them on Elizabeth's health to Darcy
House in the evening.
After
they had seen the ladies to their door, Lady Susan invited her
husband to join her in her sun room. When they reached the room, she
asked him to be seated.
“I
have quite the story to tell you, my dear,” she said. “It
is going to take a few minutes.”
“Ah,
I thought I detected a bit of subterfuge in your manner downstairs.
Does your news involve this Miss Bennet? I hope that you are not
going to tell me that you caught her with her hand in your jewel
box.”
“Yes,
this involves Miss Bennet but not in any way that you could imagine.
The young woman resting down the hall has been called Miss
Bennet
for many years but in truth her name is Elizabeth Fitzwilliam.”
She
watched her husband's reaction with amusement. He opened his mouth
as if to speak but no words came out. Finally, he asked her if she
had taken leave of her senses.
“Indeed,
I have not. Will you hear my story, sir?” The Countess then
described the events leading up to that moment, from Darcy's first
observation to her own conversation with the lady in question. When
she was done, Lord Andrew looked skeptical.
“Are
you sure that this is not some sort of hoax, an effort to obtain
funds from us?” he asked. “After all, even though
several years have passed since those events, they were widely
reported at the time.”
“I
do not believe so,” she replied. “The birthmark on her
wrist, her looks and her vague memories are all consistent with her
being Lizzy. And there is one more persuasive piece of evidence,
although I am not sure that I should speak of it since it may make
you blush.”
Her
husband laughed. “Out with it, wife!”
“Elizabeth
was actually born with two birthmarks, one of which would only have
been known to her midwife, her mother and her nanny, because it is
on a part of her body which would only have been seen by them. I was
privy to this fact because of my previous close friendship with
Maria. I asked Miss Bennet whether she had an additional birthmark
and with great embarrassment, she indicated its location and shape
with complete accuracy. It is her, Andrew. There is no question in
my mind of it.”
The
Earl was stunned. After almost two decades, his brother's dear girl
was now returned to them. He wondered what her mother's reaction
would be. He especially wondered what Farrington's reaction would
be.
“Does
the young lady now know all of this, Susan?” he asked.
“Yes,
she became quite agitated over the nature of my questions and I felt
that I needed to tell her. When I did, she became very emotional so
I had her drink some tea with brandy in it and then put her to bed.
I then went in search of you.”
“You
have not mentioned it but does she know anything about Johanna?”
“Her
sister was not given to these people. She knows nothing about her.”
“I
wonder how we should proceed with this,” remarked Lord
Matlock. “With Farrington being the way he is, it is not at
all certain that he will be pleased by the news.”
His
wife nodded. “I thought that we might first speak to her to
gain an understanding of where she has been all of this time, before
we make any attempt to contact the Duchess of Montesford. She is in
town right now. I had Grant check on that. I also invited William to
join us at dinner this evening to be part of the discussion.”
Lord
Andrew concurred with his wife's suggestion and then left to prepare
for dinner while she went to check on Elizabeth. She found her
awake, sitting on the window bench.
“How
are you feeling, dear?” Lady Susan asked.
“Better,
I think. But Lady Matlock, I must go and see to Lady Sarah. She must
be wondering what has become of me,” Elizabeth replied.
“I
sent the girls home to Darcy House with Mrs. Annesley, Elizabeth.
Lady Sarah will stay there tonight. I told them that you had become
indisposed and that you would spend the night with us.”
“May
I ask why you decided to do that? She is my responsibility.”
Elizabeth was visible displeased that this woman still a stranger to
her, had started arranging her life.
“I
understand that. I am sorry if my actions appear officious but I
thought that since you were already here that we might take the
opportunity to learn something of what happened to you and also to
inform you of the situation with your real family.”
“The
situation?” Elizabeth asked.
Lady
Susan sighed. “It is a story better told by your uncle. He is
home by the way and eager to meet you. I also invited William to
join us at dinner tonight and I imagine that Edward will be here as
well.”
Elizabeth
did not reply. The Countess decided that she would leave her to
prepare for dinner and excused herself, telling her niece that she
would return to collect her in a half-hour. A few minutes after she
left, a knock on a side door signaled the arrival of a lady's maid,
sent to assist her. With an effort, Elizabeth smiled at the young
woman and assured her that she had no need of help.
“Oh
no, miss. That will not do. The mistress sent me to you. If you
would come into the dressing room, I brought warm water for you to
wash with and then I will do you hair.”
Concerned
that she not get the servant into any trouble, Elizabeth finally
acquiesced and followed her into the adjoining room. When Lady Susan
returned to her, she found the maid putting the finishing touches on
her hair arrangement.
“Ah,
Delia. I should have known better than to send you!”
Elizabeth
frowned and was about to come to the maid's defense when she heard
her laughing reply to the Countess.
“You
know me, your ladyship. I can never resist a pretty head of curls. I
am done now but perhaps miss, I can do your hair someday for a more
fancy occasion.” With that Delia curtsied and left the room.
“Your
hair looks lovely, my dear. Shall we go downstairs?”
“Thank
you, Lady Matlock. Yes, I am ready.”
When
they reached the drawing room, Darcy and Colonel Fitzwilliam were
present along with an older man whom she assumed was the Earl of
Matlock. His younger son bore a strong resemblance to him. The three
men immediately stood and bowed and then for several seconds, no one
spoke. Finally, Lord Andrew stepped forward and took hold of both of
Elizabeth's hands.
“Welcome
back, Lizzy. You are as beautiful as I imagined you would be. You
have no idea of the very great joy it gives me to see one of James'
daughters in my home again. We have missed you so very much.”
With
that, the Earl leaned forward and gently kissed her on her cheek. He
then escorted her to a sofa and helped her take her seat. A moment
later, he was back with a glass of wine, which Elizabeth gratefully
accepted. Looking around the room, she saw that all of her new
relations were watching her closely. After a healthy sip of her
drink, she decided that she must break the silence.
“I
have often said that my courage always rises with any attempt to
intimidate me. But I never could have imagined finding myself in a
position like this.”
When
no one immediately responded to her, Elizabeth wished that she could
fade into the fine damask upholstery upon which she sat. Thus, she
was exceedingly relieved when Darcy began to speak.
“I
believe that I owe you an apology, Elizabeth. After we met in the
park several days ago and I noticed the birthmark on your wrist, I
was determined to know whether or not you were my cousin. I
therefore needed to introduce you to the other members of the family
but could not tell you of my actual purpose. This is obviously all
so strange to you for indeed, who would not find it strange. I wish
that there had been a better way to have done this, one that would
not have caused you such a shock.”
“I
do not blame you for anything, Mr. Darcy,” Elizabeth replied.
“Had I learned about this over a course of months, it would be
no less overwhelming. Perhaps this was the better way.”
Some
of the tension left the room at that point, to everyone's
satisfaction. The Earl decided to get to the matter at hand.
“Elizabeth,
I know that your aunt spoke to you of the circumstances that led to
your disappearance. I want to assure you that we did everything in
our power to find you and your sister. But we had almost no
information upon which to base our search. Our inquiries went
nowhere.”
“Lady
Matlock only told me that my father and his party were attacked and
killed while returning home from a trip. Did you ever learn anything
more than that?” Elizabeth asked.
“One
of the drivers was still alive when they were found but
unfortunately, he lived for less than a week. He told us that they
had come upon a coach stopped in the road, preventing them from
moving forward. Your father had gotten out of the carriage and was
walking towards the other coach when a group of men ambushed him.
The driver claimed that after the gunfire stopped, he saw a woman
stepping down from that coach but he did not see what she did. He
lost consciousness at that point and did not know what had happened
to you and Johanna.”
“Do
you think that these were highwaymen?”
“It
is possible that they were. But I have always thought that they
might have been laying in wait for the Earl himself. There were
several men, such as you would need to overcome a well-protected
traveling party and the presence of a woman at such an attack is
rather unusual for a group of common thieves. Additionally, they
were on a branch of the road that leads to Claresfont, barely a mile
or so outside of the park. It is not a road that gets much traffic
other than that which is headed for the estate.”
“What
would have been their purpose?” Elizabeth asked. “Was he
traveling with a large amount of currency?”
The
Earl shook his head. “That, my dear, is the other reason that
I believe that their main purpose was to murder your father. While
they were not carrying anything that was highly valuable, your
father had gold jewelry and other items needed for formal affairs.
All of that was left behind. Their attackers did not appear to have
taken a single thing, other than you and your sister.”
Lord
Andrew watched his niece digest his information. He was not
surprised by her next question.
“Sir,
was it their goal to kidnap us?”
“That
was another possibility that we considered. We actually hoped that
we would receive a ransom demand. Your mother and your grandfather
would have paid any amount for your safe return. But no such demand
was ever forthcoming.”
“What
manner of people did you live with, cousin?” That question
came from Colonel Fitzwilliam.
A
cloud passed over Elizabeth's face. “My stepfather's name was
Thomas Bennet. He was a gentleman by birth. He owned an estate near
Meryton in Hertfordshire, named Longbourn.”
“What
size of an estate was it?” the Earl asked.
“I
believe that his income was about two thousand pounds. The estate
however was entailed to a distant cousin of his, named Collins. When
he died almost a year ago, he had no sons and the cousin inherited.”
“And
he had other children?” asked Lady Susan.
“Three
daughters. The oldest is a few months younger than me.”
“And
the wife?”
“Her
maiden name was Gardiner. I was in fact was staying in the home of
her brother Edward Gardiner in London, before I became Lady Sarah's
companion. Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner are very fine people, nothing like
their sister.”
“Where
in London do they live?” asked the Earl.
“In
Gracechurch Street, sir. He is a merchant and his warehouse is in
that vicinity.”
Darcy
had been watching his cousin with interest during the conversation.
He was impressed with her composure and how quickly she grasped what
his uncle had told her. He finally asked her a question.
“Elizabeth,
where did these Bennets say that you had come from? Do you remember
coming to live with them?”
“I
do not remember very much from that time. As to their explanation
for why I was living with them, I only heard vague innuendos, that I
was the child of some distant relation who could not keep me.”
The embarrassed look on Elizabeth's face made it clear that she was
referring to her being someone's natural
child,
born out-of-wedlock. Darcy immediately regretted bringing the
subject up. However, she continued speaking.
“Yet,
that story never quite made sense to me, at least the part about my
being a relative of some sort to Mr. Bennet. He had almost no
relations. The Collins were the only ones ever spoken of and that
consisted of a father and son. Then on one occasion after I went to
live with the Gardiners, I accidentally overheard them speaking of
me one evening. From what they said, it sounded very much as if they
knew nothing at all of my parents. If I was indeed related to the
Bennets, I believe that they would have known.”
Elizabeth
did not see the looks that passed between the others in the room.
They were immediately aware of the fact that new inquiries could now
be made in an effort to understand what had happened to their family
some eighteen years ago.
A
servant entered the room at that moment to announce that dinner was
ready. After he stepped out, the Earl asked Elizabeth about what had
become of the rest of the Bennets after her stepfather died.
““I have not been in contact with the remaining Bennets since I came to town. Not long before my stepfather's
death, he and his wife had attempted to betroth me to this Mr.
Collins, to provide security for his family after he was gone. The
man came to Longbourn to visit us and proved to be an absolute fool.
I would have refused to do their bidding under any circumstances but
after meeting the cousin, even the discussion of it was
preposterous. After Mr. Bennet died, his wife blamed my refusal for
the loss of her home. The atmosphere at Longbourn thus became very
unpleasant for me and I left. I actually do not know where the
Bennets are now.”
“Why
would you not have done their bidding, Elizabeth?” Darcy
asked.
“I
have always clung to the notion of marrying for love, Mr. Darcy. And
I felt no obligation to be responsible for the Bennets' welfare. Why
would I? They did nothing to merit such tender feelings.”
Chapter
6
Lord
Andrew decided that the time was right for the party to move to the
dining parlor. He quickly arose and offered his arm to Elizabeth.
With his son escorting the Countess and his nephew following behind,
he led the way to an intimate room where a round rosewood table held
five place-settings. He helped his niece to a seat, then took the
one to her left. His nephew sat on the other side of her. The first
course was served quietly and efficiently. The Fitzwilliams made
small talk with each other until the servers withdrew from the room: the Earl took the opportunity to share his sheep story once again, as Darcy and Elizabeth had yet to hear it.
“Elizabeth,
we must speak of your mother,” Lord Andrew began. “Susan
has told you that she is in town, I believe?”
“Yes,
sir,” Elizabeth responded.
“Five
years after your father's death, your mother wed Matthew Farrington,
who is now the Duke of Montesford. Farrington had been a suitor of
hers before she met and married my brother James. When we had to
give up searching for you, Maria returned to Staffordshire, to the
home of her father, the Duke of Wiltingham. Farrington had never
married and eventually, he reappeared to renew his suit to your
mother.
“Your
grandfather always had reservations about the then Marquess and
tried to persuade Maria to refuse his suit a second time.
Nonetheless, she decided to accept his offer. A few years after they
married, Farrington's father died and he inherited the title. Their
primary home is Greenwood, which is also in Nottinghamshire.
“As
you may imagine, my family had been very close with yours and Susan
and Maria had come to be almost like sisters. Thus we were deeply
saddened although not surprised when your mother eventually broke
off contact with us. We assumed that Farrington pressured her to do
so.
“Why
would he have done that?” Elizabeth asked.
“Farrington
had been excessively disappointed when your mother married my
brother. He blamed James for his failure to win her hand although in
truth had your parents never met, I do not believe that she would
have accepted him at the time. His resentment continued after the
marriage. From time to time, their paths would cross at social
occasions and he was unfailingly cold to your father. His grudge
against him also extended to us as his relations. That is why we
believe that he stopped Maria from communicating with us.”
Elizabeth
hesitated to ask the logical question that came to her mind, for
fear of the answer. “Lord Matlock, under the circumstances
that you have described, will my mother be willing to receive me?”
Lord
Andrew shook his head. “I do not know how she will react, my
dear.”
“Oh,
Andrew, of course she will be ecstatic to see her child again. Any
mother would. How can you say such a thing!” Lady Susan
exclaimed.
“My
dear, I do not disagree with you in substance. However, Maria is
under the control of her husband and I do not believe that he will
be pleased to have one of James' girls returned. This greatly
complicates reintroducing Lizzy to her.”
Elizabeth
felt as if she was on a pendulum, swinging between opposite extremes
of feelings. The inner joy that she had felt upon learning who she
was and that her mother still lived was beginning to be crushed by
the other realities of the situation. The thought that her mother
would reject her had never crossed her mind. She struggled not to
break out into tears.
Sitting
next to her, Darcy sensed rather than saw the upheaval going on in
her. Poor Lizzy. To go from being a companion to a wealthy man's
child to the granddaughter of a Peer of the Realm all in one day was
more than enough change to handle. But then to learn that the mother
whom you likely longed for all of your life might be prevented from
embracing you because of your real stepfather, another Peer of the
Realm, is beyond the ability of most..
“Uncle,
I have a suggestion that may solve that problem,” Darcy said
suddenly.
“Let's
have it, William.”
“I
believe that you should first send word to Arthur Nesbitt.”
Lord
Andrew looked at his nephew and smiled broadly. “Nephew, that
is a truly inspired idea.”
“May
I ask who Arthur Nesbitt is?” Elizabeth enquired.
Darcy
answered her. “Arthur Nesbitt is the Duke of Wiltingham. He is
your maternal grandfather.”
“My
grandfather! He is still alive then?”
“Yes,
my dear,” replied Lady Susan. “He is in his early
seventies but remains in full health. We have always stayed on
friendly terms with him and usually dine with him once or twice each
season in town. Andrew, do you know whether or not he is London?”
“He
was as of two days ago, aunt.” Darcy said. “I saw him
leaving his townhouse on Tuesday morning when I was going on my
ride.” Looking at Elizabeth, he added, “he lives on St.
James Square across from me.”
Their
conversation was interrupted by the appearance of the second course.
While the serving dishes were being exchanged, Elizabeth sat
quietly, trying to process all that she had just heard. In a strange
way, just as she was learning of her true relations, she had never
felt lonelier. Her experiences of the last day cried out for a
confidant, someone with whom she could share both the happiness and
trepidation that she was feeling. But she truly had no one. And what
would happen if her grandfather did not believe that she was his
missing grandchild? The Fitzwilliams had been remarkably kind to her
but surely she was not their responsibility. Would she go back to
the Gardiners?
She
suddenly wondered whether she would be better off forgetting all
that she had discovered today. Perhaps none of it is even true,
she thought. Lady Matlock's desire for me to be her niece may
well have overcome her reasoning.
“Elizabeth,
becalm yourself. It will all turn out well,” Mr. Darcy
murmured to her, causing her to start. “I cannot imagine how
unreal this all feels to you right now, but know this. You have
family now who will do everything they can for you. You must have
trust in us.”
Right
then, the Earl finished carving the duck earlier presented to him
and a servant began carrying the platter around the table. Elizabeth
quickly looked at her cousin with a small smile and then whispered,
“thank you, sir.” Darcy responded with an almost
imperceptible nod and then both turned their attention to their
plates.
When
dinner was over, Lord Andrew asked the ladies if they would mind if
the men sequestered themselves in his study for awhile. Upon
receiving his wife's approval, he led the younger men out of the
room. The Countess suggested to Elizabeth that they remove to the
drawing room and then gave orders to a servant to serve coffee and
cake there in three-quarters of an hour.
“You
have become so quiet, my dear,” Lady Susan observed after they
had taken their seats. “I must apologize to you, as my nephew
did. I was so overcome by today's revelations that I did not stop to
think what you must be feeling. After all, while we have longed to
find you for all these years, you never knew that we even existed.”
“You
need not apologize to me, Lady Matlock,” Elizabeth replied. “I
know that you have my interest at heart.”
“Elizabeth,
please call me aunt
or at least, Lady
Susan.
You have no need to remain so formal with us.”
“If
you wish it, ma'am. Thank you.”
Elizabeth
decided that she must rally her spirits and that staying silent
would not accomplish that. Indeed, there were numerous things that
she wished to know.
“Lady
Susan, would you mind if I asked you a few questions?” she
enquired.
“Of
course not. I will provide whatever answers that I can.”
“I
understand that my sister and I were my parents' only children, but
do I have any half-sisters or brothers, from my mother's current
marriage?”
“No.
The Farringtons have no children.”
“Do
I have any other aunts and uncles besides yourself and Lord Andrew?”
Elizabeth asked.
“On
the Fitzwilliam side, my husband has another sister, now Lady
Catherine de Bourgh. Her husband Lewis is deceased. They had one
daughter, Anne who is now twenty five years of age. It was their
estate that you and your father were visiting before the accident.
On your mother's side there are none, for she was an only child. You
likely have more distant relations from the Nesbitts, but I am not
that familiar with the Duke's family.”
“What
is my grandfather like?”
Lady
Susan smiled. “At seventy years, he remains both charming and
handsome. In Parliament he is known for the liberality of his ideas.
He is a very well-read man and enjoys conversation on a wide variety
of subjects. He has a very impressive library at his home in
Staffordshire as well as a fine one here in town. Your cousin and
the Duke have gotten into fierce bidding wars in the past over books
in estate auctions as William is also an avid collector.”
“I
take great pleasure in reading as well,” Elizabeth shyly
noted.
As
the ladies continued their conversation, Lord Andrew and the younger
men were discussing what they should do next. They all agreed that
introducing Elizabeth to the Duke of Wiltingham should be done as
soon as possible. The Earl finally decided that he along with his
wife would pay a call on Arthur Nesbitt within the next few days, to
tell him of his granddaughter's discovery. Assuming that he did not
reject their evidence, they would make arrangements for him to meet
her. He could then determine the best way to tell the news to his
daughter.
“What
should we do concerning these Bennets?” Colonel Fitzwilliam
asked. “I do not believe that they could be completely
ignorant of Elizabeth's background. There is still the matter of
what happened to Johanna.”
“I
agree with you, son. However, I think that we should defer doing
anything about them until I have have spoken to the Duke.”
The
men finished their port in silence and then Darcy and the Colonel
stood up, intending to return to the ladies. They were surprised
when the Earl asked his son to go on ahead without himself and
Darcy. The Colonel did as he asked and left the room, closing the
door behind him.
“William,
I noticed you speaking quietly with Elizabeth a number of times
during dinner,” Lord Andrew said.
Darcy
nodded. “I was trying to help her remain calm about the
situation. There was a moment after you spoke about Farrington to
her when I thought that she was about to run from the house and hire
a coach to take her as far away from us as possible.
“It
is a great deal for someone to take in all at one time. That in fact
was why I wanted to speak to you alone. I am aware of certain things
that I believe will make this even more overwhelming